Dear All,
Even though it's after midnight, so it's strictly Tuesday, I thought I would write and tell you all about my Monday! Today is exactly one month until my birthday, and I'm quite excited! Even though the thought of being 27 is quite scary, it's a whole new year for me. Time to start all over again and put the past behind me.
I had my second interview today for the sales admin and marketing job just up the road, and I got it!!!! The money is pretty good too. I start next Monday, so keep your fingers crossed!
Not much exciting happened to speak of, HJL came round last night and we just layed on the bed talking and watching match of the day. It was nice to spend sometime with him sober actually..... I just wish that I could shake the feeling that he's going to end up going back to his ex. I know deep down that it's probably inevitable, and I'm going to end up nursing some hurt pride, maybe even a tiny little tear in my sddenly single heart, but I just can't pull myself away. How sad is that?
Anyway, we had some great sex (really, REALLY great sex!!)then he went. HE had to get up at 6am, and as I am unemployed until next Monday I got to lay in! After he went I just sat on the computer for a while.
Today mainly consisted of my interview, watching some tv, then me and Rosie popped to the pub for a while (FT was there - yum - I'll tell you about him another time!) and then I came home.
At this point I should probably tell you about the other guy on the scene at the moment..... yes, I know, whore bag..... Well he's actually another relation of a good friend of mine (can anyone see a pattern emerging??!!), and she introduced us. Now, it's not that simple - because he's actually in prison! It's a long story and one I won't go into now. But we met at a hotel a few weeks ago (it's open prison) and we did get on quite well. So at the moment I kind of have two men on the go, which makes me sound quite bad, doesn't it?!?! We spent a few weeks on the phone talking before we met, and I have to admit that I was quite taken with him. (This was all before HJL came on the scene you understand). He made me laugh, seemed down to earth and we had one common interest: Sex!!!! But now HJL is around and I just don't know what to do!!!! Any ideas anyone?!!! I could do with some advice!
So PB (prison boy) called this afternoon, and expressed his concern that we hadn't spoken much lately - this is because I've been spending a lot of time with HJL. I do still like PB, but the situation doesn't make it easy, and I'm quite confused. Answers on a postcard please!
Then HJL popped in, in his shorts (yum yum YUM!) just to say hello, and me and Mum hit the vodka in celebration of my new job. We watched some CSI and then she went to bed, leaving me to write this!
Now, I know that right now this probably all seems quite dull, but I promise you things will get better as I get better at doing this! I kept a handwritten diary for years and have only recently decided to have a blog, and I'm still trying to decide the direction it should go in. The added pressure of knowing people can read it doesn't help!
Anyway, I shall be back tomorrow for the next installment, if you can bear to be bored to tears!
Night all
H xxx
